We became aware of eachother about 5 years ago.  We both knew then that it would be a struggle to the end.  I try to bring my will into harmony with concepts like truth, love, freedom, and justice.  She on the other hand manipulates circumstances and people to add power to her own personal will to control as far as the eye can see.  We were both relating to a person who was very dear to me and was important for her to control.  We went back and forth for a few years until last year she made a very powerful surface move which involved hundreds of thousands of dollars  and a relocation of about a hundred people.  The community I live in took a serious blow and is still in danger of breaking up.

   I entered a very dark period where I couldn't find God inside myself and therefore I couldn't see God in the circumstances around me either.  I was very aware of death and wasn't sure if my time had come.  Then another dark figure entered my life and I became a witness to his act of killing his wife.  On the surface of things she died of cancer but at a deeper level one becomes a witness to murder.  On that deeper level the spirit of the murdered wife entered my consciousness and told me I had to cut off my relationship with the person I mentioned earlier or I would end up as she did.  I took out the sword of truth and cut at the relationship until I saw a flicker of light at the end of my dark tunnel and started my journey back to God.